Monday, July 12, 2010

fifty whatever

Today's episode of Dr. Phil is about his grandaughter being born. The whole hour-long episode. What a waste of money.

I don't really know what I'm doing today. I went job hunting in the city yesterday and had a few hopeful encounters- enough to keep me going. But it's just time that matters now. I don't really know where else to go look now. I could go into the city again today and keep looking but, ehhh. It's cold in there and sorta lonely. Maybe tomorrow.

I'm at the point where I'm sick of consuming and not producing anything, like not helping anyone or doing things for anyone else but myself. Need a job sah bad.

Bad things:
I am selling my Splendour ticket.
I'm sick of talking to strangers.
I miss my mum.
I'm really poor.
I'm sick of trying to prove myself to everyone and myself.

Good things:
Summer is closer than the last time I posted.
My body does what it's supposed to without me even trying.
I bought the book Lolita yesterday (Dr Phil just held his granddaughter and the audience applauded. Admittedly, the baby is pretty cute, but my god the show is such a wank) and I was really looking forward to reading it but I'm finding it quite dense. As in, I need a dictionary for reference when I'm reading it.


I've decided I like Katy Perry.

1 comment:

  1. I'm imagining him holding up his grand daughter and circle of life starts playing. Dr Mufasa phil.

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