In Our Nature

I am feeling super tired today. I'm drinking a bowl of tea in bed, listening to my mate Jose.

My day was totally average. The weather stank and so Acland Street was not pumping. At all. I did get to listen to Q-Tip lots though. I'm also super poor on account of my crappo pay rate so that's pooey. The fifth strange English man signed my cast today. It's so weird! I have now had five separate English men, none of whom I knew, sign my cast.

I have spent a huge majority of today daydreaming. Moreso than any other boring day really. Just couldn't stop myself. Daydreaming is do weird, huh? I think my mind's eye is so active. I just wish I could translate my mind's sight to outside of my mind to paper a bit better. It's also funny what you consider the ultimate lifestyle. Like, a year ago, I probably would have considered my lifestyle right now the 'ultimate' life for me at that time. But right now, in the place that I'm at, I have a totally different idea of what would be perfect. It involves a lot of balance, focus, direction, love, discipline, energy and purpose, but mainly balance. Not that I feel my life is unbalanced at the moment at all, but I just have ideas of what could fill some spots. I wonder what I would wish for if I led the perfect lifestyle I envision for myself now? What would be next?